Today, I choose to dig into my work and mourn no more.
Today I do the Nevender, work through your pain; fueled by Hope.
I am choosing to focus on the surety that the bible harbours no deceit. That it’s the only book that promises and fulfils. The bible is So Sure of it’self that it stands on high authority notifying us of an eternity we deserve.
So Sure, it will never link is the Hope I have in the driver’s seat for today’s work assignments and meetings. It is the same force I have towards the completion of the client’s book project that Joel (RIP) had partnered on with me
Just like the promise of a pad during menstruation, I am wearing my shield of protection against any keys to tear gates, to anxiety and depression. I am padded up against any emotional linkages.
The promise of a new day, new way, new aims and thought processes in upon me. Like using a reusable pad, I am revisiting my Julie Muffin (RIP) mourning archives to empower my forward movement. They need an upgrade, the techniques but they were effective then. Mostly because Joel was present and he cushioned me from many emotions.
I will find an upgrade from the irritating and bruising to the soft and comfortable one. It will be like shifting from disposable pads to reusable ones. Yes, there is all the blood washing problems but who said upgrades are problem free. Either the bruising or the washing, the cheap alternative of 2 pads for 6 months or a year for some, or the expensive 10 and above per 2 months.
All in all, today I am So Sure hope will never end.